vehemence 6.2 began as an effort to connect with myself. a way to express emotion, to cope, to heal, to change. some people believe that your mental image of a person relies on your interaction with them. the more recently you have seen someone and spent time with them, the more vivid your image is of him/her. the longer you go without seeing someone, the more detatched your view becomes of that person, like a polaroid photograph that slowly fades and deteriorates with time. i see myself every day. but are my memories-are my views of myself as acurate as i imagine? most likely not. we are constantly reshaping our past, ourselves, and our images of the people we know. the information inside of us is as malleable as the information contained within a sound source. the only difference is that one is manipulated consciously and one is manipulated subconsciously. contact : harrowedinsides@aol.com

sunday, october 17th 2004 lemp neighborhood arts center 3301 lemp ave. saint louis, mo 63118 with legless/armless, machinist noise assault, mavis concave, ghost beest (ghost ice + beesty), nui, n-tron, rag hands (worm hands + joe raglani), dark inside the sun tuesday, december 7th 2004 apop records 807 locust st. columbia, mo 65201 with jon sheffield, realicide, warhammer 24k wednesday, december 8th 2004 lemp neighborhood arts center 3301 lemp ave. saint louis, mo 63118 with ghost ice, realicide, warhammer 24k saturday, december 18th 2004 the american czech hall 4690 lansdowne ave. saint louis, mo 63116 with chunnel, with childlike eyes, team up!!, the curb and the grip, novella wednesday, december 29th 2004 lemp neighborhood arts center 3301 lemp ave. saint louis, mo 63118 with skarekrauradio, nui, joe raglani, ghost ice, brain transplant wednesday, january 5th 2005 lemp neighborhood arts center 3301 lemp ave. saint louis, mo 63118 with factura, the body saturday, january 8th 2005 the hagiparis rec room 5339 autumnwinds dr. saint louis, mo 63129 with marvin straighte, ¶, crucified divinity, r. babbot, rump roast, rollin' on them x pills sunday, february 27th 2005 lemp neighborhood arts center 3301 lemp ave. saint louis, mo 63118 with chromascope, haubrek and he, legless/armless, worm hands, joe raglani, soft serve, 3d3, brain transplant, rotten milk vs. bubblegum shitface, carpet of sexy, factura, ghost ice, nui, sixth epicycle, eric hall sunday, march 20th 2005 suzy's basement 1181 tealwood dr. saint charles, mo 63304 with the romans were right, i will fucking stab you!, single bullet solution sunday, april 24th 2005 lemp neighborhood arts center 3301 lemp ave. saint louis, mo 63118 with haubrek and he, ghost hands (ghost ice + worm hands), sejayno, caleb johnston friday, may 27th 2005 lemp neighborhood arts center 3301 lemp ave. saint louis, mo 63118 with legless/armless, big nurse friday, june 10th 2005 lemp neighborhood arts center 3301 lemp ave. saint louis, mo 63118 with sixth epicycle, worm hands monday, june 13th 2005 lemp neighborhood arts center 3301 lemp ave. saint louis, mo 63118 with wormpaw (worm hands + wiggpaw), ultra//vires, die fugue usa, mavis concave + realicide notes: played as kevin schlueter in a collaborative effort with jeremy kannappel of ghost ice. wednesday, june 15th 2005 lemp neighborhood arts center basement 3301 lemp ave. saint louis, mo 63118 notes: live recording session of a collaborative effort with mavis concave. saturday, july 2nd 2005 lemp neighborhood arts center 3301 lemp ave. saint louis, mo 63118 with el minotaur, d'amore, towers friday, july 29th 2005 lemp neighborhood arts center 3301 lemp ave. saint louis, mo 63118 with waxwork of a dynasty, gogglesphere, back when thursday, august 4th 2005 radio cherokee 3227 cherokee st. saint louis, mo 63118 with den mother, pedestrian deposit, oscillating innards monday, august 8th 2005 lemp neighborhood arts center 3301 lemp ave. saint louis, mo 63118 with ren schofield, the pink pasture, amil is personal, lazy magnet, russian tsarcasm (accompanied by worm hands on "evolution"), worm hands, jeremy harris and ren schofield collaboration saturday, september 24th 2005 spooky action palace 1106 art hill pl. saint louis, mo 63139 with hteeth & htoothless, legless/armless, congress notes: ifihadahifi issue #3 release show. friday, october 7th 2005 lemp neighborhood arts center 3301 lemp ave. saint louis, mo 63118 with mary vicious, the body friday, october 14th 2005 lemp neighborhood arts center 3301 lemp ave. saint louis, mo 63118 with haubrek and he, singing hoof, factura, pete-za, yes, collapse, blango, broken tape choir, skarekrau radio, darin gray, ultra//vires sunday, october 16th 2005 lemp neighborhood arts center 3301 lemp ave. saint louis, mo 63118 with ghost ice, danny mcclain, worm hands, taiwan deth, realicide, epicycle, eric hall, big nurse, w-s burn, jason zeh notes: played as part of a collaboration dubbed "clusterfuck" with francis from haubrek and he, mark from epicycle, ryan from ultra//vires, and mavis concave.